Operation Genius Initiated
10.22.2009
Yes, it has, or at least I hope it has.Yours exhausted truly is now experiencing the stressful and tiring exam period, the AS Levels to be exact. I have been revising my eyeballs out for 2 hours tonight, and albeit the fatigue swimming lazily in my blood I'm posting this, to make the stress go away. Yeah right, as if it would.
Today was extraordinary- explanation available in the following quote of Abdul Azim's: "What is this, the International Argument day?" Feel free to analyze. Lately I have been unleashing the nerdy, or should I say 'wise' (as Nabzy Masli would put it) of myself into my thick books, my very unorganized notes and surprisingly, my classes and I have actually been enjoying myself! I love being, or trying to be, at least, clever. And all this thanks to the stated Abdul Azim, who has been the complete opposite of the a snoopy I-care-about-your-studies-but-I-don't-do-anything-about-it boyfriend I see everywhere.
I had my Thinking Skills paper this afternoon and it was remarkable! The rare, answerable math puzzles and oh the view from the 1st floor of the MPH is just.. Marvelous! *snorts* Well yes, that was my first time sitting above everyone else in an exam, obvious isn't it. The exam went well, other than myself looking down frequently, a girl experiencing a breathtaking view.
And now.. I don't know. I'm just extremely tired and I just wanna.. Relax for a minute or two. Or maybe for 5 hours. Sleepy time!
Shape up, or ship out!
8.13.2009
Ah, I miss choir practices.
It has been a while! A month! I never thought I could not post anything for a period of time that long. Yes, life has been filled with events that require my full and undivided attention, but this is just absurd. In fact, it's absurdly absurd. And yes like I've said countless times before, I exaggerate. A lot.
College life has taken all of my precious free time now. I don't even get the chance to play with my siblings as much as I did during form 5. And to think I saw form 5 as a pressurizing stage of education -.- If it were not for the beautiful, heartwarming 'friend' I had met in college this year, I would probably die now. This time, my friends, exaggeration is not applied.
Because Madu, how would I let a mere day pass without your electrifying presence :)
The exams will be arriving soon. I can feel the vibrations caused by its two large, deadly feet stomping this way.
I'd probably put blogging on hold again for the time being, the exams are giving a frightening impression after all. But then again knowing me, I might not. I'm a lazy bum, remember!
Blood.. And More
7.03.2009
Blood, it's all in the blood they say. Of all the numerous people walking on Earth why, why is it myself who ends up with blood with Asthma viruses (viruses?) swimming around in my veins? In fact, why does such a painful sensation even exist? As if nuclear power isn't a bad enough cause of death. But wadahilz, who am I to post such a question. Hello everyone, and yes you've guessed it very accurately; I am currently experiencing a painful difficulty in breathing, which is the cause of all the disgusting phlegm sticking onto the walls of my lungs and gullet, phlegm resulting from a cold. A cold which resulted from one mere night of sleeping with a thin blanket. Now I sleep with a thick one with the air-conditioning unit turned off and the fan switched on to speed number 2.
Not that anyone would want to know of my tedious ways. Sukatiku wah :-)
Apakan. Tut.
I've been keeping quite an amount of stuff to myself these days, well actually these past few months, really. So.. Let me be a nagging, annoying and rambling teenage girl for a moment..
"I wish this epidemic will blow over. I need the knowledge that my family and my friends are safe from such an unfortunate curse. I need to go to school as my AS Levels are closing in. I need my Zirah, my Yanyan, my Farhah, my Zati, my Sufi and my other lovely friends to keep me company. I seriously need Jimmy :-( I want so much for this Asthma to go away as I feel the scorching desire to jog, to Silat! I need to see my little brothers and sister at Mother's place!"
I feel good now that's it's out. One thing I need now is that no one would read the above paragraph and see me as a weirdo. Not that I am not. Umm yeah. Ah well, at least I saved those particular thoughts for the cyber world.
PS: Jim, I'm still sorry for your laptop. You can take mine if you want, tapi eksenku.
Yo Te Voy A Amar
6.16.2009
How is one, myself in particular, be able to withstand and resist this ever increasing feeling of.. magic? Yes, I categorize the stated feeling as magic, or probably more. The feeling that makes you think everything in this life of unfairness and injustice is wonderful, beautiful. The feeling that somehow, makes this stubborn self realize that the cause of every shadow is always light. And an opaque object of course, but you get what I mean.
Well yeah, I do realize that I'm expressing feelings that reveal my sentimental side. Surprisingly I do not find myself in a state of embarrassment.
APAKAN tut.
Let's turn the page before I turn red.
I will be competing tonight in the Stadium's Multi Purpose Hall, in conjunction with the Pesta Sukan Remaja. Pray and wish me the best of luck for I will be in definite need for it.
Jimmy, xo all the way to the Philippines from me :-)
P.S: Friends from school, please know I miss you all!